Understanding Gangstalking

Hey survivors & thrivers In this video I am going to be explaining gangstalking and discussing the footage from the last two videos. I have updated the video descriptions on both videos where I have clearly described what to look for, so please check that out. Please like, comment, share and subscribe. If you would like to donate, my paypal link is in the video description. If you are interested in one on one coaching, you can email me at narcsurvivorcoaching@gmail.com

The Gangstalking Footage I have been reading through the comments from the gangstalking footage of the last two videos. Some of you can see what is going on. You can see that this is about extreme control, intimidation and isolation. Others do not see what is happening. Some viewers have commented that there is no gangstalking in these videos and that I'm paranoid. These comments were very invalidating but I can understand that some of you do not see what I see. The reason for this is because the gangstalking is designed to affect me, not you, I am the target. You are an outside observer, so you may not see it the way that I do. Some of the comments were quite offensive, with some viewers saying that I need meds or I am overworked and need to take a week off. I think there may be some confusion here. This is not something I am only experiencing recently. I have experienced gangstalking 24 hours a day for over 4 and a half years. This is nothing new. Everyone in my environment is a gangstalker. If there is someone who is not aware of the gangstalking, they will be contacted and then they will know about it. So everyone you see in those two videos are gangstalkers. They are following me, they are watching me and they are harassing me in various different ways. It started off in the work place around 4 and a half years ago. The coworkers there will always watching me and indirectly talking about me. There was one woman there who was clearly very bitter and resentful towards me. At the same time, it seemed as though she was trying to prove herself to me. She said something about seeing what she looks like when she goes out at night. As though she could tell that I was not physically attracted to her in work. She later made hints about a dance class and how she would start talking about me there. From that point on I noticed people would start following me around, people who I didn't even know. I believe that they were envious of me. I come from a wealthy family and I was living in a big house at the time. I had a Facebook page with 5000 friends and over 10,000 followers. Some of my friends convinced me to post pictures of the house and my father's cars. I also took topless pictures of myself. I was young and didn't really know what I was doing. Who would have thought that all of this gangstalking would come from that. The co-workers were fully aware of the Facebook page and had likely seen all of the pictures. The topless pictures of me had thousands of likes from women in the area. So from an outsider's point of view, looking at that Facebook page, it would appear as though I had it all. Big house, cars, beautiful women... I was living the dream. Of course, that was far from the truth. In reality I was severely depressed, drinking alcohol several nights a week and even doing drugs. But to anyone that saw that page, it looked like I was living a good life. This made everyone in my area very envious of me. And it got a lot worse once that co-worker decided to create a smear campaign. While I was in a relationship with the ex narcissist, these gangstalkers would follow us around everywhere on bicycles. I remember one time we were sitting on a bench on the beach and she saw them and quietly said "they're crazy". I was happy that she could see what I seeing. But at the same time I knew that she would never openly discuss this. She revealed a lot of information to me regarding the gangstalkers. She claimed to have an app on her phone, which gave her access to me at all times. She claimed that there are surveillance cameras in every room of my apartment. I was living in a different apartment back then, that was over 3 years ago. I now know that this is completely true and even in the apartment that I am living now, there are surveillance cameras in every room. The gangstalkers observe and study me 24 hours a day and have done so for over 4 and a half years. As well as this they are also tracking the GPS on my phone, so they can follow me around wherever I go. Then everyone in the area can be notified. This is a full time hobby for them and something that they have been engaging in for over 4 and a half years, so it has probably become an addiction. I also experience noise campaigns. For over 3 years there has been constant loud banging on the floor in the apartment above. As I am recording my videos, the banging is directly above my head. It follows me around the apartment, whatever room I am in. Which proves that the gangstalker in the apartment above also has access to the surveillance cameras. There is also constant banging outside, where people slam their car doors, or they start shouting or indirectly talking about me outside my window. They also drive up and down in modified cars, which can be very loud. And this is something that I have experienced for over 4 and a half years. The people you see in those two videos are all gangstalkers. They are all following me around and harassing me. They have access to an application on their phones which displays live surveillance of every room in my apartment, including the bathrooms. They observe and study me everyday. They watch me use the toilet, shower and bath. They have suggested many times that they have watched me having sex with the narcissist in my bed, as well as one other girl. They probably even watch me going to sleep at night. When I go to sleep I have to use a speaker with meditation music on full blast, as well as earphones with more meditation music. Otherwise they would be gangstalking me throughout the night and constantly waking me up. Sometimes the speaker will lose its connection or the earphones will run out of battery and then they get the opportunity to wake me up. So my sleeping routine is almost out of my control and has been for over 4 and a half years. As well as having access to hidden surveillance cameras in every room of my apartment, I believe that the gangstalkers also have access to the CCTV around the city. It's clear that they always know where I am and they always know where I am going before I get there. I believe that they access the CCTV through wifi via an app on their phones. This is a gangstalking criminal network. Everyday for over 4 and a half years, the gangstalkers wait for me outside to leave my home. They used to follow behind me but now they don't do that much. I'm not sure if it's because of shame or because they think I look down on them or see them as less than me for creeping up behind me. But recently they have started walking in front of me. They will even increase their walking pace or start jogging, just to get in front of me. Then it appears as though I am the one stalking them, they want me to feel shameful and embarrassed as they probably felt when they were creeping behind me. Wherever I go, they will be waiting outside. Sometimes they will come inside and start making noise or trying to distract me from whatever I'm doing. This is a constant 24 hour activity for them. When I first started experiencing all of this I couldn't understand what was going on. I then discovered gang stalking and it was very similar to what I was experiencing. Although I didn't notice anything to do with coloured clothing or cars. But since I started researching the colour coding, suddenly they started doing it. Remember, they have access to all of this on an app on their phones. So they are observing whatever I am researching and then using it against me. They have always displayed different kinds of scenarios. I have seen men with girls maybe under 5 years old. There was one man taking of his shirt and putting his arm around a girl who was very young. And then another time outside my apartment block, police were walking past, and as I went in the elevator there was a man with a very young child. They also display men with teenaged girls a lot. White men with Muslim women. It's all very strange behaviour, but I believe it is designed to hurt me somehow. They engage in this behaviour because it is exciting to them, it gives their lives purpose or meaning. It gives them a little high, makes them feel alive by stalking and harassing someone who doesn't know what they are doing. They are also envious and jealous of the target. They are envious of the target's happiness and contentment. And jealous of anyone the target could potentially come into contact with if they didn't intervene. They want to isolate the target. They want to take away their happiness and contentment. This behaviour is linked to narcissism. They cannot be happy if you are happy. They are always comparing themselves and their lives to yours. I have updated the video descriptions of both of the gangstalking videos. I hope this will help to you identify exactly what is happening. Please let me know what you think in the comments and if I have explained this clearly enough. Thank you for watching. And I'll talk to you soon.